Friday, December 12, 2008

life

in life things get better and then worst... u take out the bad things to get better, when the good thing is gone it gets worst. in my life it feels like when things get better something bad always falls right behind it and i hate that. thats why i always wanna go outside or spend time with ppl that make me happy because when im home i tend to things and stress myself out of things thats going on.. but maybe just maybe i found that one person that can keep the stress away
U EVER TRIED TO EXPRESS YA FELING TO SOME1 AND THEY DIDNT BELIEVE U ? 

WILL IF THIS HAPPENS ITS EITHER CUZ THEY DNT TRUST U, THEY DNT WANNA BELIEVE U, THEY BEEN HURT IN THE PAST OR JUS DNT LIKE U. WELL I GUESS ITS TIME 2 GET OVER IT THEN CUZ ITS TO DAMN HEARD TRYNA PROVE YA SELF WAT R U SUPPOSE TO DO STAND IN FRONT OF A MOVING BUS 4 THEM NO! 

THERES NO WAY SHE JUS GOT TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT HERSELF.... IM MEEN THTS HOW I FEEL BOUT THINGS 


DONTE OVER AND OUT   AND IM GONE .GONE.GONE . GONE .GONE ( ECHO FADING OUT) 

Friday, November 28, 2008

(love in portions)

love hasn't been the best thing for me. but the feeling is wonder nothing compares to someone telling u they love u and the vide is off the charts.(ugh) i always get that but never get the hole SHABANG! lol . for example we cud be in love but i cnt c ha everyday, or we cud be in love and she move,and we cud be in love but she never really show it (understand now).... all i ask for some 1 i cud c ,some 1 i cud laugh wit,some 1 im comfortable in front of, some1 thts jus 4 me , some 1 tht give me tht 100% of love  

hey but ima keep on lovin till i get it rite